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Something I Want To Address
I think it's time for me to say something.
A few days ago, I was asked why I hated math. This question came from a young man who knows I have Dyscalculia, a math learning disability. I didn't answer him, because I wasn't sure how to. But the truth is, I don't hate math. Math is a finite. There is no grey area. It's solid, and it never changes. What I hate is how I am unable to comprehend something that is finite and never changes, something that everybody but me seems so capable of doing. The problem is not the printed numbers on a page. The problem lies within the anxiety and fear of failure that those numbers bring me. But they can't help
A Quick Recap
My first day of college went as planned.
I woke up at 7, showered, got ready, and Trevor came by my house with Madeline and picked me up.
English was fantastic! My Professor is interesting, engaging, and actually has us learning about things that are relevant. My Sociology Professor, however, is arrogant, degrading, snide, and condescending. She talks to us like we're ignorant children who are destined to fail until we prove otherwise.
So I'm very motivated to do well, just to show her that I can do it. She has this horrible "Cell Phone Policy", which indicates that if anyone in the class has their phone out, or if their phone even goes
College
I'll be honest with you guys.
I'm terrified.
I'm not even sixteen yet and I'm going to college. Granted, it's only three days a week, and I still get to live at home, but those are some pretty high expectations. I've never been very organized, and I tend to procrastinate (right-brained, ADHD, twice-exceptional), which are very bad habits to have when going into a college setting. Not to mention how much of a night-owl I am.
So really I've just been sitting here, pretending I don't start college in two days, trying not to pee myself every time I think about it. I'm nervous, excited, mortified, and relieved all at the same time.
A few of
Anybody wanna color some lines?
I've got some lines sitting in my sta.sh if anyone wants to color them. I don't really know who has time so I'm just putting it out there ~mingplz (https://www.deviantart.com/mingplz)
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I'M DOING THIS YUP. CAUSE IM BORED.